Thursday, October 27, 2005
Three stories.
Em and I stood outside Penny Black at Clarke Quay, Singapore's watering hole district, waiting for a cab. Alongwith a bunch of other expat folks, who were waiting for cabs too. A few arrived, and zoomed off without picking up any passengers. One of them stopped about a 100 metres ahead, for a chinese couple in their mid 20s.

That infuriated Em. And she spit venom, in her Scottish accent.

'This is racism. Downright racism. Its a bunch of big bleedin' bollocks, Nish.'
'Calm down, Em.'

She continued to seethe with anger, muttering under her breath.

'Fucking Bastard.'


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'So, where's the Doc?'. Davina and I were sitting outside Centro. It was late at night and there was a nice breeze blowing in.
'He's in London for the holidays.'
'So you've got the place all to yourself, eh? Nice.'
'I get to walk around naked'.
She had a mischievous glint in her eyes.
'I wouldnt do that if I were you.'
I finished the last of my Iced Mocha.
'Why not? It's my apartment.'
She looked annoyed.
'Your apartment, is CCTV monitored by your security guard downstairs.'

From annoyed to shocked.

'Fucking Bastard.'

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S looked up at the cieling. Her dark circles seemed to have gotten darker since the time we last met, almost 4 months ago.
She looked at me and snuggled close, hiding her face under mine.
I held her for a few moments.
She looked up.

'Did you want that hug or did you think I needed it?'
'I thought you needed it.'
'Fucking Bastard.'
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posted by n.g. at 02:01    (0) Peg(s) of Whisky
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Listen without prejudice.

I’m a self confessed sucker for all kinds of music. On my days, I will listen to anything from Mohd. Rafi to Asian Dub Foundation to Garbage to Ustad Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan Saab to Shubha Mudgal to Abida Parveen to Led Zep to Nitin Sawhney.

But there’s something about rock music which is indefinable.

If you’re a fellow rocker, you probably know what I’m talking about.
It’s been 15 years since I heard ‘Stairway to heaven’. But I still feel a rush of blood when I hear ‘And it’s whispered that soon if we all call the tune, then the piper will lead us to reason’.

You got to hear the intro on AC/DC’s ‘Back in Black’ to know what a heartbeat truly feels like.
You got to hear the lyrics on Radiohead’s ‘Fake Plastic Trees’ to realize why it’s so important to know yourself.
You got to hear Floyd's 'Take it back' to know exactly how the Earth feels about us fucking her up.
You got to hear the opening drum roll on Ozzy’s ‘Over the mountain’ to learn to be able to say ‘I don’t give a fuck’ and mean it.
You got to hear Green Day’s ‘Time of your life’ to not be afraid of new beginnings.
You got to hear Pearl Jam’s ‘Black’ to truly know what it means to have loved and lost.
And you got to hear Knopfler’s ‘Romeo and Juliet’ if you want to hear the greatest love song of all time.

Rock isn’t all about wearing leather jackets and riding Harleys.
It’s not all about rebellion and angst and bad attitude.
And it’s not all about sex and drugs.
It’s about getting to know yourself, and learning to love yourself.

You crucify all honesty
No signs you see, do you believe
And all your words just twist and turn
Reviving just to crash and burn
You’re fighting till the bitter end
If only your heart could open …

Open
And listen.

posted by n.g. at 23:52    (0) Peg(s) of Whisky
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Love, Actually.

She was around 40. She had eyes that seemed like they had seen a lot of life. Not tired, but … happy to just BE. It wasn’t a smile on her face, just a pleasant look. For anyone who was looking at her. There was her son standing beside her. He looked about 13-14. She was paying the cashier at DMart while the bag boy carefully kept all her shopping in separate bags.

The son didn’t look happy about something. He wasn’t throwing a tantrum or anything, just one of those really ‘bechara’ looks, like he wanted something. He was looking at his mother expectantly, but she didn’t succumb to maternal love.

Her son got a bit annoyed that his tactics weren’t working. He made a face and pulled at his mum’s arm. She looked at him, said something to him. I couldn’t hear what she said, but whatever she did, had its effect. The son stopped sulking, and let go of her arm. He looked sheepish. She diverted her attention back to the cashier woman, who was totaling her bill.

The son looked away. And she looked at him looking away. Her expression slightly changed, ever so slightly. Her soft face softened up even more. Her eyes curled up lovingly, even guiltily. And she picked up a pack of chewing gum sitting next to the credit card reader on the teller machine. She tapped her son with it.

He turned around, looked at his mum and smiled broadly. He eyes lit up as he took the pack of gum. But the real joy was on her face.

Though her face went back to the soft, half-smile, there was a bit of understated satisfaction on it that wasn’t there before. Her son grabbed all the bags, she wrapped her arm around his shoulders and they went off.

I was watching all this from the adjoining line at DMart. And coincidentally, it was the only time I’ve ever been to DMart that the cash line (mine) moved slower than the Credit Card line (theirs).

posted by n.g. at 23:08    (0) Peg(s) of Whisky
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Flintoff Sehwag bhai bhai.
Today, during the ICC World XI vs. Australia game, Andrew Flintoff and Virender Sehwag had a long 'between-overs' conversation. This is how it possibly went.

Flintoff - Hey Viru, it's Pige (McGrath) bowling next, we gotta see him off.
Viru - Ya.
Flintoff - We're already 4 down, we can't afford to lose any more sticks.
Viru (looks at him for a few moments, and nods in realisation) - Ya, ya.
Flintoff - But he's gonna try to lure you, so don't fish outside your off stick. You kind of do that a lot, chief.
Viru (looks guilty) - Ya, ya.
Flintoff - We can win this big guy, we just gotta focus. Nothing rash, nothing unwanted. Just calm your mind, aye?
Viru (nods vehemently) - Ya, ya.
Flintoff - Yeah, I knew you'd understand. You aren't as stubborn as they make you sound, you know. Lets do this.
Viru exchanges a glove-thump with him and looks him in the eye.
Viru - Ya, ya.
Flintoff - And remember, consolidate. Nothing adventurous.
Viru - Ya.

On the way to their respective creases ....

Flintoff - That wasn't so bad. The bloke seems sensible. Maybe i'll get some pointers from him this evening over a few beers. I'm sure he won't do anything rash.
Sehwag - Paincho gori gaand bakbak kiye jaa raha tha uski maa nu kutte chodein, mujhe yeh samajh nahi aa raha ke main Pige ko off side mein maaru ke leg side mein.

And the next ball, Sehwag hits Pige for a six. Over cover, of all places.
posted by n.g. at 22:49    (0) Peg(s) of Whisky
Sunday, October 02, 2005
In the first episode of the 4th season of Alan Ball's 'Six Feet Under', Nate Fisher buries his wife. To fulfil her wish that she be taken into a forest, and buried straight into the ground - no casket or anything. Nate digs the grave himself, he takes the plastic off her dead body himself, and fills the grave in with earth. Only after he has buried her does he frantically kick the dust on her grave and he falls down on his knees and he screams agonisingly. He doesn't cry. Screams.

In Alan Ball's 'American Beauty', Ricky Fitts asks his girlfriend Jane Burham if she knew anyone who died. And for a split second the ignorable reality of the question weighs down on her.

Did you ever know anyone who died? And how does the answer to this question make you feel?
posted by n.g. at 20:51    (0) Peg(s) of Whisky




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